Monday, August 31, 2009

你的爱情,我在里面


[喜欢和爱要怎么分辨?]

[简单,喜欢是友情, 爱则是爱情。]

[喜欢有可能变成爱吗?]

[就像你和云瑄哪。]

[那爱变成喜欢呢?]

[就像我和你咯!]

[两者有可能同时并存吗?]

[那对方肯定是你错过不行的人。]

——所以,为什么不把握?


幸福,从来就不是一个人的事;我们,却总是自己就做了决定~

喜欢是友情,爱则是爱情;而我,喜欢你,也爱你,可否,你的爱情,我在里面?

因为,有些人,错过了就是错过了,

而你,则是我,不愿错过的那个人。。。

所谓完美的恋人并不存在,完美的只有想要和对方一直走下去的那份坚定而已~



终于看完这本“你的爱情,我在里面”。。。之前太忙,借回家都没时间看~不知道为什么这书名特别吸引我,让我发现有几句很有意思的句子~幸福,从来就不是一个人的事;我们,却总是自己就做了决定~说真的,我们总是自己帮对方做结论,然后自己做决定,根本就忽略了对方真正的感受。。。是我们太自信了吗?总是以为自己知道对方想的是什么,就自己决定。。。喜欢是友情,爱则是爱情;而我,喜欢你,也爱你,可否,你的爱情,我在里面?这句我喜欢,蛮适合单恋的人。。。就像是一句有意义的表白,甜甜又浪漫的感觉。。。好像都没有人这样对我表白过咧!我想不会有吧!因为我的行情要滑落谷底咯!到现在都还没有人要~哈哈哈。。。来来去去都没有认真的人,只要你在他表白时没答应,以后就没联络的~怎么都没有痴痴追求的人咧?还是这世界是这样的,只是我还不想跟进这世界的步伐?橘子的书满好看的,有空要去书店找找他的书~他的书名都蛮吸引我的~


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

我还在意吗?

那天,本来玩得很开心,可是听电话以后,心情一下子跌到谷底~问我为什么,我自己也回答不出来~说真的,我自己也不知道。想了好久,或许只是自己的问题吧!

Kkb 问我去应征时要不要在云顶过夜,一间房还是两间。。。我说一间就好了,反正我们才两个人,干嘛这么麻烦?说要去做part time 的人是我,现在感觉矛盾的人也是我。。。不想见到他们两个!想到他们我就觉得恶心!上去肯定会遇见的,毕竟云顶这么小。。。也很怕认识的人会问起以前的事,尤其是我莫名其妙离开了。到底是我懦弱不想面对他们还是我真的还在意?当初是他们不要留一线日后好相见,做得这么绝,我再上去遇见他们的话,该怎么面对?我想她会用不削的眼神看我,而他则是面无表情,爱理不理吧!那我呢?假装没看到???很多种相遇的情况浮现在我脑海里~

都已经一年多了,我还在意吗?可是我真的不知道怎么面对~我连WMP都不知怎么面对,更何况是他们!或许当初真的是我做错了,不应该这么冲动,现在再怎么后悔都没用,只能向前看。。。还是别想太多吧!或许应该像珊说的,每件事船到桥头自然直~


还是先担心明天要穿什么吧!“回去七十年代”,这样的主题,害我都不知应该穿什么咧!







别人没衣服不知穿什么衣服,我就姐姐有太多衣服,不知道要怎么选。这里只是其中某些我比较中意的衣服而已~哈哈哈。。。到底哪件比较好看呢?

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The Little Nyonya~

The little nyonya, a singapore drama....I like it very much although i dun like d ending. Now astro AEC showing tis drama every mon-fri, 7pm-8pm...Every evening i oso sit in front of d TV 2 watch it again...haha...still crying although tis is second time watch it~i can sing "我是爱哭鬼"~haha...N i like 1 of d song inside d drama...

需要 (edited 22 Feb 2009)作词:乐声
如果把你的眼神默背好
就可以无视寂寞的炫耀
我想,我不会像现在这么糟
如果把走过的路都记牢
就可以面对断线的依靠
至少,孤单不用如此的骄傲
不知热雨的微笑
曾扎根脑海的石雕
抓不紧,也放不掉
未来的梦和街角
是否转身就找得到
Chorus:爱是一种需要,却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角,让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不少
爱是一种需要,聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
直到哪天遇到,还会是同样的味道
下雨也好飓风也好心想着就能不会难熬
哦。。Chorus

“爱是一种需要,却不一定要得到”。。。得不到的爱情,还能算是需要吗?如果我得不到你的爱情,当我需要你时,你还会随传随到吗?我需要你却得不到你,那么我们之间的爱情还算是一种需要吗?是的,爱情不一定要拥有,但是每个人都需要它。。。




d3LiCiOuS lUnCh

Last fri nit, I kiddin wif caren...N she said wanna gv me a surprise on sat after our class replacement...Wat i get on tat day was a lunch prepare by caren,PF n HT...
I'm their "guest of honour"...coz they never cook so much b4...haha...so proud 2 b their "guest"...
Really 1st time eat wif them wif their own cooking coz usually i bek home eat or hv lunch or dinner wif them at outside...so touch, wanna cry liao~haha...
Really thanks 2 caren,PF n HT...giving me a memorable n delicious lunch wif simple dishes~ muacks~haha (n_n)


herbal soup~



爱心nuggets~

my favourite~looks so colourful

jiang jiang jiang jiang~all put 2gather


Friday, August 14, 2009

AV project (2)

Finally finish AV project 2...I put a lot of time n effort 2 do it...Most of d ideas cum from me, I done almost all d art works...Quite statisfy wif my assingment...I din do any documents work as I dun hv time 2 do so...So I let d others do all n send 2 me 4 printing...I finish d assignment around 2am bcoz i oso need 2 print and save all files 2 jpeg n pdf in order to burn it into a disc...I din check d works they hv done,I juz print n arrange it accordingly 2 d TOC...I dun realize tat missing sumthings in d media strategy...Morning go class wif big big panda eyes,but still happy as i tot i hv done d assignment...But then they said missing sumthing, need 2 reprint d media strategy...But if reprint means oso need 2 burn another disc...V need submit it b4 12pm, but v hv class till 10am lidat...Luckily i hv transport 2day, v go april's home get d missing parts n print it outside...I dunno who din send d correct parts of assignment, I'm oso tired 2 figure it out...So, juz let it b as long as I can submit d assignment on time....



story board 1


story board 2


story board 3



print advertisement 1
I like tis very very much~hehe


print advertisement 2


print advertisement 3
(done by april)





billboard






Logo
(done by april)













Sunday, August 9, 2009

离开么?冒险么?

最讨厌做选择的时候。。。总是不知道该怎么办。。。
回忆笼罩着我,想起讨厌的事, 他带给我的伤害,我想我永远也释怀不了。。。
知道越多就越害怕,让我觉得你和他越来越相似。。。我害怕受伤害,因为我已经不能负荷了。。。是的,我看起来比别人开朗坚强,但并不代表我不害怕~
那么,我现在就离开,好么?避免受伤害。。。或许我只是懦弱的逃避,但是我真的有这么想过。但离开的同时,我会不会也可能失去某些东西?我会不会因此而后悔?
那么,我冒险等待,好么?就怕等了又等,结果却不是我想要的,会不会更伤心?放太多心思,换来的却是白纸一张,我会不会因此而崩溃?
到底应该离开还是冒险???
Julian 叫我跟随自己的感觉选择,但是我也不知道自己的感觉,不知道自己想怎么样。。。
听了他的故事,他的情路比我困难许多,真不知道他是怎么走过来的。。。他愿意去尝试因为他知道她是爱他的,但是我呢?我不知道。。。而我也没有勇气去知道~
你不应该来招惹我,打扰我原本平静的心,让我不晓得现在的自己是怎么了。。。
能把一切退回原点么?又没有时光机,怎么可能?发生的已经发生~


Saturday, August 8, 2009

lOsT....


Am i getting lost of myself??? I'm not really meaning lidat so plz don't tink so... I really dunno how 2 choose...I noe it all depends on myself, others only can gv me suggestions. I am actually d ppl like Bell said,might break all d things 2 ask but I can't do it...Coz it may destroy all the things I hv rit now... Can I juz b myself n no need 2 care so much things??? I can't... Coz I live in tis social world...So,am I getting lost??? Lost my own way...

I tot everything should b starightforward but not really...Coz sumtimes "tan bai" oso hurt...Y izit so hard 2 make a decision? I wanna juz pretend there is nothing happen,but can I??? I'm so terus-terang de, I dun tink I can pretend well... But I still need 2 try 4 it as I dun wan destroy it...

Feel like wanna cry when talk bout it... Penguin,I noe I muz b tough, so syiok tat u can read d chinese words tat I type in my msn personal msg...I din cry but juz feel wanna cry jek...Thanks 4 ur concern bout me...Thanks 2 penguin,Bell,Lim,Cai Lee n Chet... Thanks 42 all of u listening 2 me...

Friday, August 7, 2009

现在的我还是我自己吗???

突然觉得自己已经不是自己了。。。不论在友情或爱情,都是一塌糊涂。一而再,再而三地忍让,问题依然存在。不去想,不去听,不去看,现在的我真的是快乐的吗?好想念以前的朋友们,虽然我有时候很情绪化,但是他们都不会介意,只是讽刺我几句,过会儿,大家又没事了。或许他们才是了解我的人吧。并不会计较那么多,不像现在,说没句话都要很谨慎,深怕得罪朋友。这样的我,还是我吗?怎么感觉自己有点虚伪?她老是说我:“不用这样骂人的?”我也只是说出自己的想法,我并没有骂她。。。我以为是自己语气的问题,我问朋友,是我的语气太重吗?可是朋友说没什么啊。可是她却老是认为我在骂她。。。为什么呢?有时候她甚至分不清我是在用开玩笑的语气讽刺别人,又说一样的话。别人知道我是在开玩笑,但是我真不懂她是怎么想的。。。到底是不是我的问题?在她面前,我总是要小心翼翼,连之前叫错她名字,跟她开开玩笑,都会不高兴。我真不知道要用什么样的方式跟她相处。。。是她不喜欢我,才会对我诸多挑剔吗?
在爱情里,我总是胜利的一方,因为我总能猜透对方的大概想法,所以对方会爱我多于我对他的爱。可是现在,我却完全猜不透你在想什么。。。是不是越来越大了,brain damage 越来越严重?我的直觉都很准的,但是现在只觉好像放假去了,不知跑到哪里游玩。。。真的好想知道你在想什么。因为你,我变得好像不再是自己了。不要老是偷偷跑进我脑海里,因为“思念是一种病”, 我不想生病耶!我想要正常,不想老是想着你,猜测着你在想些什么。。。因为我不知道我在想你的同时,你有想念我吗?我想念你了,你又知道吗?

Monday, August 3, 2009

bAd DaY...


2day was a bad day...I "OVERSLEPT" 2 class...Tis situation never happen 2 me b4 since degree...Luckily PF call me at d morning, asking me y i'm not yet go fetch her 2 campus as I oways go fetch her bout 7.35am lidat...Both of us late 4 d class bout 25mins as my home so far away...PF said none of them call us n concern bout us...When they r late or din go 2 class, v will contact them but they din't...She seems like very disappointed wif them...I said nvm la,mayb they 4get leh...


After d class, they said wanna go find Mr Lionel to get d sources tat v send 2 him b4...At 1st PF said she go alone, but at d end they said wanna go 2gather...Then v all go 2gather bcoz I oso need return d book 2 library...V tot tat v all go find Mr. Lionel 1st but A ask me go return d book n she go find Mr Lionel alone...Then y all ppl go 2gather???Then I said wanna go return d book,PF accompany me go...After tat v go upstair cc A oledi find Mr Lionel get d sources anot but v din saw her...Call her few times oso no ppl ans..So I decided call J bcoz when v walk 2 block B she n HC lost liao...They said they go ask bout d ptptn, ask us wait outside Block B there, but PF said wanna confirm A get d sources 1st...So i call n call again...Finally she ans my call n said get oledi...Then J call me, said y v r not outside block B there, every1 waiting at there. I told PF tat J getting not so patience liao, ask her move faster. PF very unhappy wif tat, I noe it coz she walk so fast getting bek 2 block D there. They said wanna go ATM there, so i went n chase PF, told her they wanna go up there. V both oso went up there n PF go took money wif them while me n A waiting beside.


PF cum near me n I saw she seems like wanna cry...I quickly gv her tissue n I can guess y she crying...I said dun b so care bout tat la...She ask y both of us oways seems like being "isolated"???Did v do sumthing wrong???Y our ideas oways being band???I oso dunno how 2 ans her as I dun tink I din sumthing wrong...I only told her tat if I were her, I won't cry coz tats not worth 4 it. I cry only show tat I'm weak, I'm so care n make myself so "xing ku"...They will never noe it n oso won't b "nei jiu"...Then wat i cry 4???Mayb I'm really no feelings bout tat liao...Last time me work at genting oso being boycott n tat time I really cry "gao gao" juz bcoz of sum stupid reasons boycott by others...Or mayb I'm more mature now, I won't cry 4 tat kind of situation...Coz it would makes me looks like a stupid...I try 2 convince her tat mayb they r not tinking lidat, dun judge them as wat v c rit now...However,sum facts tat she pointed out, I really dunno how 2 argue...I'm oso confusing...haiz...


Then noon go J there do assignment...But PF n me oledi finish our own part, mostly left d editing part,both of us seems like nothing 2 do as they r editing...Really dunno y v need 2 b there...
Sumtimes I really tink tat close frens better dun do assignment 2gather, there muz b sum"mo cha"....If crisis happen or d situation like now happen, sure will affect our friendship...Wat can I do rit now???Tell me,plz do tell me.....






Saturday, August 1, 2009

eNjOyAbL3 nIt...

Last nit v having our last meeting for d ice-breaking activity at 1597...Bcoz Sue Ean absence, so i need 2 record d minutes...Many committee absence n sum r late...After our meeting, v chatting at there...V discuss bout d "UTAR financial System"...Then suddenly jump 2 Shu Xin wanna intro guy 2 me...D 1st aspect she intro her fren is his monthly basic salary is RM3000...Haha...Really 1st time heard ppl intro fren not started wif age, looking or occupation...So funny as they all oso focus on his salary...Summore Shu Xin wanna gv me his hp no...Seems like wan me chase after him...I won't do lidat la...haha...Then Kah Hoe suddenly said "SAD" which is stand 4 Single, Available,Desperate...Meaning I'm lidat...Hmmm...I am single n available but not so desperate lo....
Then v go Gharni yumcha as Kah Hoe n Li Enn not yet hv their dinner...Only few of us go...Me, Li Enn, Alicia, Eng Aun, Kah Hoe n Hoclick... V all curious bout Eng Aun's "gari gai"...But he deny n said it wanna bited by mosquito...V wanna find out d truth but he put a plaster on it...I hv try so hard 2 "snatch" his plaster but fail...Coz he scream out loud, said me "rogol" him...haha...

Our Mr Kah Hoe who dun wan took photo...

Our Mass Comm Society Chairman,Mr Lee Eng Aun wif his"gari gai"haha...

I match him bcum "turtle"


Ar.....Kill u...haha




Alicia(nyonya) n m3...

Li Enn n m3....


Our Mr "turtle"afraid v took photo of his "gari gai"...haha



Finally catch his photo...


Wanna noe wat happen 2 our "lovely Chairman"???
As our chairman promised us b4, he wanna treat all his committee member n helper eat at pizza hut...V afraid he deny it later,so v took a promises video...All mass comm society committee n helper, plz remember tat....
Date: 4 ogos 2009 ( tuesday)
Venue: Pizza Hut
Time: 8pm
tat day, tat time muz reserve 4 our mass comm society "lovely chairman"....haha