Monday, March 16, 2009

iZit mY pRoBl3m???

2day,i'm very unhappy...Dunno wat went wrong...
Last sat,i ask (A) 2 send me or save a copy of d photos n videos tat she hv 4 me on mon,but she din reply me.So 2day morning,i go ask her whether she got save or send 2 me anot...

Xiew Jiun : Did u received my msg on sat tat i ask u 2 send or save a copy of d photos 4 me?I din receive any reply from u.
(A) : I oso dun save it 4 myself,I'm very busy,got a lot of things 2 do.(seems like yelling at me coz her voice at tat time quite loud n her tone not so good)
Xiew Jiun : Then nvm lo.When u free can send or copy it 2 me?
(A) : I'm very busy.Sorry 2day my mood not so good.
Xiew Jiun : ...(go bek 2 my place)

Although ur mood not good,but u shouldn't yelling at me ar...
I'm not d 1 who make her mood not so good de,I'm not d doll tat she gv vent to...
I tell myself dun b so stingy,should understand her,mayb she got a lot of stress leh.
Afternoon,v discuss assignment 2gather.
Nobody talking,n looks so serious.I'm so 无厘头,try 2 tell a joke.

(A) : Y u try 2 mention tat things???Tats no related wif it.(tone not so good)
Xiew Jiun : ...(nothing 2 say)
(A) : Do u noe tat u r juz talking nonsense???(louder her voice,sum ppls look at us)
Xiew Jiun : ...(still nothing 2 say,coz i'm juz kidding,dunno y bcoz serious thing???)
(A) : @#$%&(Still talking bout tat topic but i dun remember wat she said)
Xiew Jiun : ...(I'm juz still keep quite,afraid quarrel wif her)

I din ans or argu wif her,coz i tink tat kidding was not a fault.N i dun tink I'm wrong,lazy 2 explain oso...If my frens really understand me,no need explain oso noe me.
If she dun like,juz ignore it,y blame on me???I remember there is a scene in "I"m not stupid"
Terry's mother : How many times u wan me 2 tell u...Dun care other ppl things...U c,4 nothing,u're scolded by other pp
I'm oso d same...Juz try 2 tell a joke,but 4 nothing,I was scolded by her...Haiz....
Am I 2 sensitive???Seems like she dun like me,when I'm trying 2 talk,all oso band.
D same thing cum out from others mouth can b accept...Izit my problem???I dunno how 2 express myself well???
I try 2 ask PF n HC is tat my problem???They juz said mayb her mood bad n juz put her vent on me...If really lidat,then i tink she is quite emotional lo.Coz i saw her can joke wif (C).
Sumtimes I feel very hard when discuss assignment wif her,coz she dun understand wat I'm trying 2 tell,but PF n HC can understand,usually help me explain more.Izit my problem oso???
I dunno,I'm juz wanna say wats on my mind,is tat oso wrong???Or I'm 2 direct n hurt ppl tat sumtimes i dun realise???If u r really my fren,should can understand I'm wat kind of ppl n b considerate of me.I wanna find sum1 2 talk bout my 2day's feeling,but din find sum1 who can listen 2 me...So i juz write it down in order 2 comfort myself...So cham...

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